Happy June 3, 2016.  Today is about acceptance. Sometimes it is easier to accept the reality that you are never going to have that relationship with certain people and it's time to let them go.  For whatever reasons some people like to lead you on to think you might have a good relationship with them.  Then you find you are right back where the relationship stagnated in the first place. Time to let go of that disappointment.  You have been carrying it around for way too long. Accept the fact that what you hope for will never be.  Don't waste anymore time being pulled in on a fishing line to be let down again.
Time to find someone that believes in you and respects your efforts to be all you can be.  You deserve good friends that have faith that you can do anything you put your mind too.
You matter and you are loved.  Peace